.I can't go on, I'll go on.

.100th post.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Finally after what seemed like ages,
I've reached my 100th post!
*yay me*
:)

It's going to be October &
I still dont have a date for Prom.
I'm so pathetic that I dont even have any possible candidates.
So im going to end up sad, lonely and depressed
for prom.
Imagine everyone dancing to a couple's song
& me just sitting there refusing/rejecting my friends
who ask me to dance out of pity
=(
Sigh, why cant my life be easy like Vinnie's.
She has SOOO MANY GUYS TO CHOOSE FROM.
& doesn't go more than a year without a guy.
She's perfect.
Did I mention ALL my friends have dates.
Not even one of them are dateless.
What are the chances of finding a

guy in 2 1/2 months?
Its' slim but there's still a chance!
...right?
I dont even have a brother or cousin to
drag along to prom.
Ok, enough with me boring you about
not having a date to prom.
Yesterday I bought the most
AWESOME bikini ever!
I love it sooo much!
& it was only $49.
Super happy and satisfied!

I love wearing a bow in my hair.
Makes me feel more confident for
some reason.
Anyways,
Should I get a phone or a camera for my birthday.
A Blackberry or A Sony TX1?
I really want a phone &
their both the same price!
I hope daddy will get it for my though.

P.S Im uber disappointed & sad at something which just
happened. Sigh.
Two is better than one, guys.

xoxo,
Gwen Laraine.

.Stop there & let me correct it.

Monday, September 28, 2009

I wanna live a life from a new perspective ♥

Hey orangutans :)
Schools back in session &
my friends and I are more than overjoyed
to know that we're not going to
be in our school next year for
"OUR FAVORITE TEACHER" has become
the PK koko.
Don't y'all just love the new changes? :)
I feel sorry for those who aren't leaving school this year though.
My advice: Transfer schools.
So besides that,
our senior class graduation is on the 3rd of October
& I've decided that I'm just gonna wear
something awesome.
I mean their not going to throw me out of
my own graduation right?
I hope not :
It's a nice black satin toga-esque dress.
Yes, I know ^ really doesn't make any sense
but don't worry,
the pictures will make up for it :)
So yea, I'll be wearing something
TOTALLY inappropriate for a MORNING
ceremony.
It's being held at Segi College cause their campus
is apparently prettyful :)
Its near home anyways.
So I've been thinking of college courses
& I'm really interested in IB,
but the fees for IB is superdooperMAHAL!
& if I don't take IB,
I'm most likely going to take
a foundation program cause I KNOW what I want to do.
Just wanted to be an itchy fight and take a pre-u course.
Sigh, my future is everything.
It really is & I really want to do well for MYSELF
& not just to show my parents.
I'm happy with 5A's.
So time to hit the books :)
Talking is easy but doing it is another thing.
Guys you gotta help me to help myself :)

xoxo,
Gwen L.

P.S MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 17 DAYS :D

.Restored happiness :).

Friday, September 25, 2009

As I walk through those crowded aisles,
with people surrounding me,
I think aloud that nothing as amazing as you
could exist in reality.
But then at that very instance,
I see you.
I begin rubbing my eyes & pinching my skin
thinking of how my life would be complete
as soon as I have you in my arms.
As I approach you,
I grow more anxious as I've been
waiting for you ever since I was young.
I'm finally right by your side &
I reach for you.
You're in my arms now,
I'm holding you ever so tight
not wanting to ever let go,
because at that very moment,
I know that even love could never bring me
as much happiness as
you're bringing me right now.
I've found you, honey.
I'm never letting you go.

Jet-Puffed Marshmallow Creme :)
Fooled y'all didnt I?

In lay men terms,
Today after a CENTURY of finding
for Marshmallow spread,
I've found them :)
I've always wanted them since
I saw it on That's so Raven
Searching high & low is an understatement
but I gave up searching a long time ago.
& today when I saw it,
I froze!
But however... I only saw the sign.
So I went on finding for it all over the store
& couldn't find it.
Fate kept us apart, until my mother said
don't be silly. Ask someone.
She asked for me and the guy, Daniel,
Went around looking for them.
He came back with bad news.
They were SOLD OUT! :(
I gave him a puppy dog face & he said,
hmm, I can check other branches :)
My face lit up again!
They had 5 in the other branch and
said he could bring them here,
tomorrow.
I was taken a back but was still happy :D
So we continued walking around and 15minutes later he comes
scurrying over with my TWO bottles of
Jet-Puffed Marshmallow Creme.
THEY JUST ARRIVED for me!
& Just for calling the other branch, that guy, Daniel
a worker at the supermarket
is my HERO.
THANK YOU SO MUCH
if you ever come across this ;)

Picture of me & "puffy"

*kisses*

My shirt actually reads
"I love geeks"
But now it reads
" I love Jet-Puffed Marshmallow creme"

Seriously, this creme makes me happier
than any stupid boy can.
& Vinnie, cheer up honey.
Sometimes love comes around
and it knocks you down
just get back up when it knocks you down
You can come share some puffy with me,
to cheer you up :)

xoxo,
Gwen Marshmallow Laraine.

.We dont care if we cause a commotion.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Hello :)
So on Tuesday,
the whole family went on a full day shopping spree in KL.
First stop was to Queen's bay, Cheras.
Club 21, Esprit, Mango outlets are there :)
Bought a shirt from Esprit!
Then we headed to Pavillion
to spend the rest of the day.
& for me there was a special reason why. (=
I wanted to go to
..

& have been wanting to go ever since
I saw its "now opening" sign!
I was Uber excited.
Although its not really a big deal cause
its REALLY cheap in Aussie
& basic.
And if you know me well,
I'm a basic tee girl :)
wow,I went crazy there.
& I saw shoes and shorts which I bought for
less than $5 selling here for like rm25
BAHAHAH, RIP OFF!
But I must say I'M totally in love with their body wear
(Bra's, undies & PJ's)
lovelovelovelovelovelove
& the best part is its sooo CHEAP :)
Everything is like

After that we went to F21 since its just next door &
looked around,
I bought the most adorable shirt.
It says,
HOMEWORK HURTS TREES!!
Ahh, love.
nowdontgobuyingthesameshirtcauseI'llhurtyou.
Stopped by Charles and Keith to check if they had this
really nice shoe I wanted which
is GONE from the ou branch.
the thing that ticks me off is the fact that
the shoe is too sexay for raya.
so why the heck are you wearing sexy shoes for raya
(infuriated)
Moving on,
as we were about to head home,
We stopped by Mercato (supermarket)
to pick up some groceries.
& look what they had there?

Hannah Montana CEREAL!
& no I did not buy it.
I was looking out for the HSM ones.
But they didn't have it :(
LOL, but they really have cool stuff there.
Lots of imported stuff!
I also found FREDDO!
It was 19.90 -.-
once again, RIP OFF!
Had dinner at Crystal Jade.
I must add that they C.J here sucks!
Singapore FTW!
Headed home soon after.

Yesterday, we had home blessing
& had dindin with the priest from our church.
Random fact,
Did you know Priests are allowed to Drink & Smoke!!
That's cool :P
I always thought they had to be like
"good"
& We showed him Alison's spankin'brand new Tattoo :)
And he was totally cool with it!
lol. Time to use it against mommy.
bahahahhahah.
Oh yea & guys,
We REALLY REALLY NEED
to start saving the earth!
The weather is really getting more erratic!!
Thank God there are swimming pools around me.
So yes,
SAVE PLANET EARTH!!
before we all melt into spaghetti sauce
O.o

xoxo,
Gwen.

.& you thought that it got me coming undone.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Konichiwa :)
& no,
I am NOT Japanese nor am I a Japanese boy band freak.
Thank God for that *phew*
No offense or anything but I get really ickked(disgusted)
when I meet friends who go crazy for that kind of shit.
I know, I know.. you may not like US stuff either but

well, that's not my problem isn't it?
GUESS WHAT?
NO one wants to go out with me ! ='(
Yes, I know how sad and pathetic that sounds but
Its the truth.
So yes, I'm stuck with going out with my mom
as always,
not like that's a bad thing cause
that way, I wont have to spend any moolah (=
& speaking of going out,
1u is like a deserted fairground!
Hello...The Malay's are kampunging
but where are the Chinese?
Hiding from flu babi ar?
Anyways, y'all know how blogger always re sizes/compresses
your pictures?
Well do you know that along with resizing and compressing
it also RUINS the quality of your pictures?
I want high quality pictures of me!!
I'm very OCD-ish about this topic.
I NEED MY PHOTO'S to be of great caliber and quality.
Even if their pictures of Zac+V, they have to be Awesome!
OK enough of my crazy rambling about pictures.
Here see for yourself what blogger does to your pics
*stomps off angrily*

*stomps back happily*
Do you see that? Do you?
Its OK if you don't,
I'm just being the obsessive mental patient I am.
On a more OBSESSIVE note,
TRUE BLOOD WON A SPECIAL EMMY
FOR OUTSTANDING BREAKTHROUGH PERFORMANCE
well it's not exactly an Emmy
its more of an honor thingamajig.
That's uber cool.
HATE BLAKE LIVELY's dress
& LEIGHTON MEESTER's
sorry Leighton, i love you and all but
I really hate those balls on your shoulders,
& I can't believe Tina Fey lost!!
Oh well, you win some & lose some.
Alright, cutting myself off before I go on & on
about the Emmy's.

Sayonara & have a good night :)

xoxo,
Gwen L

.New layout.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

We both know you love it =)

.Valentine's day.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Oh-em-GEE!
I'm totally psyched and excited for
Valentine's day.
No, not the actual day.
But the new movie coming out.
It's amazing!
& what makes it amazing ?
It's star studded ensemble cast!
Shiatsu dude!
Julia Roberts, Emma Roberts, Jennifer Garner,
Jessica Alba, Jessica Biel, Ashton Kutcher,
Taylor Lautner, Taylor Swift!, MCSTEAMY & MCDREAMY :)
Anne Hathaway, Jamie Foxx, Bradley Cooper,
Topher Grace, Carter Jenkins.
Yup that's a REALLY great Cast.
But not only that,
It's hilarious!
Here, watch the teaser trailer & see for yourself.
This movie is definitely one I can't wait to watch!

It's not like I'm gonna sleep with one person for the
rest of my life, right. I mean who does that?
Crazy people like us :P
BAHAHAHHA.
I spy Louboutin's on Jess Alba,
That's so me,
Alone on valentine's CHECK
Dog CHECK
Christian Louboutin's CHECK.
yup, that's definitely me.

Aren't you excited,
I'm more excited than a Kid on Christmas morning!!
weeeeeeeee

xoxo,
Gwen!!

.You got all the puppets with the strings up.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

GUESS WHAT?
Trials are OVER!!
well kinda.
&
WE HAVE A 10 DAYS BREAK!
That's what I call,
amazingly suhweeet.
Things To Do
1) Chill & hang with buds
2) Get graduation/prom clothes.
3) Gym/work out
(need to get those abs)
4) Chill and hang with more buds
5) SWIM / Open house (maybe)

Yes, am I missing anything?
oh, the MOST important.
* MAKE MY SISTERS LIFE A LIVING HELL.
now, I'm done.

So other than that,
I'm really bummed that True Blood is over =(
Season 3 comes out in JUNE 2010. That's like forever!!
I need to know what happens to Bill!

Loookee I'm in a mossy net :P
In Ikea, Iwasbored!
So yea that sums up my Thursday.
Maybe I'll do a Vlog soon.
I'm getting tired of typing.
*yawn*

xoxo,
Gwen Laraine.

.Zachary EFFING Efron.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Zac is finally a calender boy :D
Visual Orgasms MUCH?
Vanessa is seriously one LUCKY girl.
Dude, I'd do anything to touch his ABS,
ANYTHING.
Robert Pattinson WHO?
Pshht, You cant touch that,
dead boy.
Check out the pictures,
in ascending order
from hot, to SMOKIN' hot.

^ Look at his baby blues *drools*

& Saving the best for last..

DOES ANYONE HAVE A FAN?
Gosh, ALL THE PICS are BLOODY hawt la.
Vanessa Anne Hudgens,
thank your lucky stars.
Cause I would, If I had a
smokin' hawt boyfriend like that.
Zac, your body's like music to my ears :)
But the way that body's talkin'
definitely makes sense
It's his, his body, his body,his
body language
It's his, his body, his body, his
body language

Zachary Efron lover,
Gwen Laraine.

.Peace, hope & love.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Make peace to evade war,
Have hope and keep the faith,
& Love, just because you can.

I'm finally at peace with life,
& can be happy once again.
Thank you for setting me free.
=)

xoxo,
Gwen Laraine.

.There is no guarantee, that this life is easy.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Hihi :)
So sorry,
I've been busy with stupid trials.
So first off,
you have to check out the music video for
When I look at you- Miley Cyrus.
I think she looks really Beautiful in this video.
Love her turquoise dress <3

*video got taken off*

Not only is the song amazing,
but don't you think Liam & Miley look adorable together?
Can't wait for "The last song"
& that's the movie they're both acting in, just for your info .

Moving on,
These few days have been either
boring, infuriating or distracting to me.
& also, ANNOYING.
I want to remind y'all of this nilai which we all should possess.
Kebebasan Bersuara
Kebebasan berucap dan mengeluarkan fikiran dengan
batasan tertentu bagi menjaga keselamatan dan ketenteraman.

Or in more civilized language,
FREEDOM OF SPEECH.
Yes, I feel these days, we lack the above quality in
our daily lives.
People cant even say anything without getting
criticized, judged, or accused
by the other party.
Every little thing is forbidden and we human beings
can't even speak our mind now.
And just for your knowledge,
NO, I am NOT talking about the government.
On a MUCH more brighter less hatred note,
WATCH 17 AGAIN with mommy yesterday
for the 10152446th time :)
I totally love that show, and its definitely not for the sole
reason that Zac is in the movie,
but what the movie was about.
It's NICE.
After that I was rocking it with the guitar to
Mamma mia,
lol. It has easy chords :)
& after that.. this,

Those are called ^redartednothingtodofacesofgwen :)
Yes, sad sad life of Gwen.
Signing off now,
Need to strum to songs for the lonely,
sigh.

P.S Watched Spectacular! Yesterday, 1/4 of what
HSM ever was.

xoxo,
Gwen.

.My feet is running out of ground.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Mabuhay friends,
First off all, I just want to say
Thank you,
cause I finally reached
10000 views :)
Thank you. Terima Kasih. Xie xie. Arigato
Kamsahamnida. Muchas gracias.
And seriously..
where the hell did
879 people come from?

I normally only have 300 MAX.
So, thanks once again.
You guys are the best ;)

Moving on,
Went to Zara the other day and
I bought these UBERLY cute shoes
that were on offer for $69.
And they were size 37!
They were quite snug but heck,
I'd squeeze.
They were the last pair!

They were converse inspired like shoes,
just so you were wondering.
Red & Blue.
So while I was in the fitting room,
the camera came in handy :)

I don't know about you, but I totally love the effect
of having two mirrors side by side.

Anyways, I've been hearing a lot of
great songs these few days.
Songs that I recommend y'all to check out.
1)Obsessed- Miley Cyrus
(you can listen to it on my player )
2) When I look at you - Miley Cyrus
3)Happy- Leona Lewis
New unreleased song. AMAZING.

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Birthday shout out,
Happy birthday Nick "kiwi" Kew :D
Have a great one.
You annoyingpestofdunguness.

xoxo,
Gwen Laraine.

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I'm just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy.

.There are no lights to break out the dark.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Hey people,
So yesterday I had the most fun
I've had for a LONG time.
Tracy, Vin & I,
along with some others went swimming in
The club.
The slide and play area was UBER fun!
And the highlight of the day was when
we were playing on the spinning thingy
and here I am trying to lean back and enjoy the wind.
And suddenly my head feels like its just been hit by a car,
it was Nick's head.
bahahah.
Dungu boy, was so close when I leaned my head back
My head "kedonged" his temple.
Ohgosh, my whole head was throbbing.
It felt as if someone took my brain out
hammered my skull & put it back.
Sorry Nick!!
That was epic man!
No pics though :(
we were all too busy to get out of the water.
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Random Post:
Isn't this ADORABLE!?

bahaha, I find it so cute.
But Shawn said when their eyes burst
they become blind.
The effect bubbly cheeks have on eyes =(
So anyways.
totally loving Miley's new album.
Oh and quick shout out,
Happy 21st Birthday Amanda Kristen,
There's like 15 minutes left before your bday ends.
bahahahah.

xoxo,
Gwen Laraine.

Are you the one thats going to pull me through this?

.Unknown facts of Yours truly.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Unknown fact number #1

I play the ukulele ;)

I play the guitar.
Well this is new ^

I like blawing (blackg1 pen drawing)

I am a size 6 or 7.

I usedtolove pokemon cards.

Flexayy.

^Ignore the white part, The cam was too close to the
white cloth :P
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But besides things ya'll don't know about me,
How bout things you WANT to know about me.
I know I've been "mengabaikan-ing" my blog,
well that mainly because I'm
"studying"
YES, studying for trials.
Anyways, the holidays were FUN.
Went out like EVERYDAY with mommy.
Bought a new guitar :D
And in the process of self teaching.
Ultimate guitar can be a girl's BEST friend.
So something I've been really hooked on lately
is taking pictures of me
doing hell stretches.
Its funny but I find it strangely happy,
as if it were somewhat of an achievement.
I guess that always made me happy.
Oh yes, ONE LAST THING.
Its official, I AM THE ONLY ONE
among my friends who hasn't got a date to prom.
Last time it was, oh its ok, a few of them don't have one too,
BUT NOW..
I AM THE ONLY ONE =(
Oh well, no slow dancing for me then.
And there are no eligible guys to ask.
Story of my life.

3months is a long time.
Anything can happen ;)
*grins*

xoxo,
Gwen L.F.C Kay

P.S Kangaroo are? hmm
kangooo ar? :)